I ache – in some ways I think its a good ache. Its muscular, I know that for a fact and given the locations of the muscles that ache I’m guessing it may be related to some action with Kai a couple of days ago….
I’m also tired today, I have no idea why. I’ve been dopey all day today because of it, mind wandering off at tangents when I’m supposed to be looking at 100 line sql queries, and no thats not normal – well not for me anyway. My humour hasn’t suffered at least, still managed to get some witticisms into various conversations but energywise, I feel drained. This irritated me at lunch time especially as I had hoped to go out for a walk in order to see if it would help with general acheyness. Oh well, we’ll see how things go tomorrow on that one.
Kai had our friend T over today for company, they gossiped, shopped, debated, explained, knitted and drank tea lots. This is good, I generally think that Kai needs more female friends, ones she’s comfortable to hang out with and do girly things, I’m not saying I don’t appreciate my feminine side but frankly a bloke is no substitute for a woman….I suspect many of my hetro and even some of my bi male friends would agree. So yeah, Kai was in a good mood today, our friend T is in a good mood today too, tho not just because of Kai’s efforts, I know some of the details but it’s not my place to share or advertise. Just slightly out of context though as a private in-joke between me and her….
tell me T. Will you get bored as I suggested or will it last as long as your suggestion? 
In other news it’s a suit and tie job for me tomorrow – won’t discuss why but for me it’s a rarity these days, so I have some ironing and stuff to do tonight, and WoW guild stuff too and we have to watch Pan’s Labyrinth at some point. Oh! and we (Kai and I) have a date at the local Beer Festival near our house soon too (we found a friend who has volunteered to childmind for us) -woot real ale and cider!
As some of you know I do go through bouts of low self-esteem in regards to my appearance – the root cause of this is linked to one of my ex’s and to some lesser degree my parents. Which means I’m trying to better myself physically. As a result I am back on my diet, I’ve gone out and bought some of that nasty tasting nail varnish stuff (I really loathe the fact that I bite my nails for next to no reason) and now I’m trying to work up the will to re-join the gym. We’ll see how I get on. Kai is her usualy supportive self through this, which I appreciate and am very thankful for but still, I do wonder what she see’s in me (physically, that is) sometimes. Oh and I also reckon I really need a haircut again.
Your like Steve Jobs, you have a reality distortion field. It doesn’t matter if you look like Ghandi or Brad Pitt no one can see past the shear blaze of your personality.
Comment by Andrew Milne — June 30, 2007 @ 9:05 pm